I took a life.....I stilled a beating heart..

**demon chloe** · February 27th, 2002, 06:52 PM

FUCK the GoDs of traction........

rear wheel..all wheeel..4 wheel...front wheel.....what the hell does all that stuff mean anyway?

I held someone's beloved pet today...I held her face in my hands......my tears dripped on her muzzle.....just cried and told her I was sorry. She looked at me...with the most scared eyes I've ever seen.

S curve.....melted snow on the roads.......lakes on both sides......I wasn't speeding but I wasn't sure if the ice would hold the car....Didn't matter ...it was out of my control soon as my car skidded sideways...how can seconds feel like being trapped in a vault with no air for hours? Hurling sideways scary enough.......but I could see the dog standing there watching me..............

Why didn't she move?

Will the sound stay in me forever?

I took her to the vet down the road....He is a horse/cattle doctor.....she has no tags....They are going to call me.

**Kimo** · February 27th, 2002, 07:08 PM

I know that's a hard thing...especially when you have a pet you love...are you okay?

please take care

**JohnUK** · February 27th, 2002, 07:12 PM

chloe...*hugs you*

Something similar has happened to me in the past, so I think I know just how you're feeling right now...

**SummerStorm** · February 27th, 2002, 07:41 PM

Oh Chloeeeeeee*hugs you tight*..... [img]graemlins/cry.gif[/img] I'm here if you need to talk girl

**Blazey** · February 27th, 2002, 10:22 PM

*holds you close*..not your fault..when we accept the responsibilites of having a pet..we accept the life they offer us..its unconditional..we are the guardians..the keeper of life so to speak..We are responsible for that small life..and its up to use to see no harm comes to them..the owner of that dog..or even if she was a stray..she once had a home..it is their fault..they are the ones who i choose to blame..You just know this..chloe..you did all you could do..and she is safe now..

**demon chloe** · February 27th, 2002, 11:24 PM

THank you

....you guys..........I don't know what to say..... [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img]

I am okay.......in the sense that....well..im okay....is all..... [img]graemlins/broken_heart.gif[/img]

**Bytemenow** · February 27th, 2002, 11:31 PM

Well what you did was just amazing shows how much of a caring sweet and brave individual you are! Hugggzzzzzz Ya

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**Father Dave** · February 28th, 2002, 03:20 AM

try to remember that the eyes she saw, from your caring face, were, probably, more caring than she has seen in her lifetime...

many other would have never stopped-
many others would have cursed her for
slowing them down-
many other would have
failed where you
excelled...

peace

dam

**~Heaven** · February 28th, 2002, 05:33 AM

*hugs chloe, you did everything that you could do under the circumstances...Father Dave, what you said was simply beautiful *S* Hope you are ok chloe *smooch*